Okay.. I'm really starting

So I am going to really try this time to write. So what better time to start?!

 I try to eat healthy. I started because I teach ballet barre and lets face it, Nobody wants to go to class where the teacher works out 5+ times a week and still isn't in shape...
I was doing really well.. I mean REALLY WELL. 
Then the week before Thanksgiving happened and I gave up. I had Big Macs, and Pasta on top of pasta, I had subway (And not the "Jared got skinny" subway, Think bacon..and ranch..on a footlong) I started having a soda here and there and drinking sugary wine coolers and pumpkin beer...
I totally fell off the wagon, and that made me so depressed. So then I ate my feelings.. And my food of choice was greek cookies (Which are pretty much butter with some powdered sugar thrown on top)

I was in the shower when I looked down and saw that all my hard work seemed to be gone and my tummy was slowly but surely growing..

So I decided it's back to "Clean eating"

What the hell does that even mean you ask??? I went to pinterest (I turn to pinterest for everything) and found out

So I am starting and hoping TRYING to not give up and finish it through!

I got up and taught an extra class today (even in the ice and snow)

And I am going to make this happen. 

Screw New Years resolutions, I'm starting now!  

You have to start somewhere .. Right?

I have always wanted to blog but the same questions always stopped me from doing it...

Who would want to read about my life?

What would I write about? Etc. 

And then it hit me..

Even if I am the only person who ever reads it I'm sure it will serve its purpose. People have been keeping diaries for years and this is along the same lines right?

I knew I really wanted to write one after I stumbled across a few that I read all the time and check daily for new posts! 

So this is my life and I will be honest, raw and try to be interesting. 

 

Please excuse the occasional misspelling or bad grammar and I will try not to throw around any curse words 

Here goes nothing .... :)